As of April 3rd 2010, I am a happily, engaged man.

Engaged.

It still sounds weird coming off my tongue but its growing on me.

These past two weeks have been filled with offers of congratulations from family and friends, some more surprised than others but all happy for us.

We have also taken the time to bask in the thought that we are indeed engaged.

Still need a little time to get use to.

Not that, I'm nervous about whats to come. I'm actually looking forward to it all. Ever since I popped down onto one knee, A sense of calmness has taken its hold on me. I can honestly say that I am completely at ease with every aspect of my life, even though this is not where I pictured myself to be.

This was not in the plans.

Flashback to me two years ago and I would have been telling you that the idea or thought of being engaged at this age is just plain crazy talk. I was fresh out of school and ready to take this world by storm, one city at a time.

But here I am, reflecting on the events that have transpired over the past month.

Or even,

my growth over the past 3 years since I have left college.

To think about it, never in a million years would I have been able to predict that at the tender age of 25, I would be considering spending my life with just one woman.

Sh!tttttt…..

I was still getting use to the idea of being on my own and fending for myself in this brave new world of independence.

I had a rough draft of a plan for my future.

1. Travel the world, starting with South Korea.
2. After two years, come back to the states and travel from state to state.
3. Eventually settle in California.
4. Open up my café by the beach and enjoy the simpler life.

Nowhere in this list did the words “get married” fit in the picture. To think about it, I considered marriage out of the question for a while because I was just so caught up with the life I was living and enjoying the company of the people (women) that I was meeting along the way.

Not to say that I was sleeping around with a different girl every day of the week, but I was enjoying the opportunity of meeting new people in a new city.

But then it happened.

We were both in the same Salsa class and one of the things that they had us do was have the guys dance with each girl for about a minute than switch partners. Its like a carousel of swinging bodies.

This enabled everyone to practice and get familiar with dancing with different partners. Because, if you have ever tried Salsa, you would know that everybody has their own little variation of footwork.

But I digress.

Every time that I reached her as my dance partner, I would try to do something goofy to get a smile on her face.

And boy was I rewarded because she had one of the most beautiful smiles I have ever seen.

So from that point on, I tried my best to get her to crack a smile in hopes that she would feel more comfortable dancing with me. That’s when I knew I had a chance to possibly take her out on a date.

It’s funny, because when i think back to the days we first met, I also remember the very words that my co worker told me one night as we were leaving class.

-Side Story-
I was introduced to this Salsa class by one of my co-workers, we will just call her J, who was also in the class. We would car pool together since we lived in the same part of town. She was, how can I say this as nicely as I can, very fake. I mean she was nice when she wanted to be but she can also be very irritable. But being that I was new in town and didn’t know too many people I figured this gave me a chance to pursue something that I have always wanted to do.
-End-

I was talking to my future wife (she didn’t know it at the time!) after class and right when there was an open to swap information I froze up. Man I felt like a fool. I don’t know what happened but all I remembered was that I fumbled the ball before I was able to score the game winning touchdown. I just got caught up with my words and eventually nothing came out.

As embarrassed as I was, I trotted back to where J was and told her that I could have gotten her number but froze up.

The next sentence caught me off guard.

“There is no way that you could get with her”

I was taken aback by that statement, but I wasn’t going to let her knock me off of this cloud that I was on. I was a man on a mission and I knew what I had to do the next time I saw her. I knew that there was an attraction between us and I was determined not to let the moment pass us by again.

Too bad it was around Christmas time and I was off to New York for a couple of weeks. After being away for about a month, I had no idea if she would continue with the class. But fate, as you know it, was just setting up the pieces. There she was, with that infectious smile of hers, and before I knew it she had me cheesin' away, like I was back in grade school.

We still had some time before class so I approached her determined to make amends from my previous attempts. Conversation started off smoothly as we discuss winter break which eventually leading to us setting up a meet up at a local salsa club. We exchanged information and decided on meeting up with each other later on that week. From there it led to us planning to have an official date and the rest became history…..

Obviously, I have been feeling a bit nostalgic recently between the distance we had to endure and overcome the regular wear and tear that all couples go through. I mean we have had our fair share of hiccups within our relationship. But for every dark day that we underwent, there was a bright future not too far ahead.

I know it may be foolish for me to believe that fate had her hand in bringing us together, but it’s hard for me to think otherwise based on the circumstances that brought us together and kept us strong.

The one thing I do know though is that no matter what you plan for yourself, whether its that career that you have been pursuing your entire life or personal goals that you strive to reach, you may wake up one day and realize that all your plans that you have set forth was just a rough draft of your life and the revisions, whether good or bad, is inevitable. Change is part of life. Whether we like it or not, whether we can cope with it or not, whether we thrive on it or not.

Change is here to stay.

I know that in the short time that I have been living here there have been many revisions to my life but the one thing I do now is that…..

My girlfriend is officially now my fiancée and sooner or later will become my wife. Now that…..

is something I can adhere to.

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